In life,we have to sacrifice.
Eversince being a mother,I've sacrifice my time spend with Lil Ryan to work and earn money for him...But I've finally come to realise that this is not what I wanted...A job with shifts and 4 days off per month...Its time to stop.
Right now,I'm sacrificing my new job to have more time with Lil Ryan cos I dun wanna miss a single thing esp at this growing age...Had discussed with Hubbie and the rest,they give me their support..Wang ringgit boleh cari mana2...But kasih sayang seorang ibu terhadap anaknya...susah datang...
I'm giving my company a mth notice.Its realy hard for me to go cos I've adapted to the environment and the style of work there but again,Ive to sacrifice...I informed my manager earlier abt my decision and didnt I realised one of the staffs is leaving as well and they are totally short of staffs...I feel really bad lah but there's nothing I can do to change the decision made...
I believe seorang anak membawa rezeki...Insyallah,a better job offer will come by in time to come... After I resign,I want to focus more on being a mother and a wife to Lil Ryan and Hubbie...And of cos a daughter and sister to my parents and siblings...Its time to have my life back...!!!And im glad I made this decision...
Ya Allah,berikanlah ku semangat dan kepercayaanmu untuk menempuh hidup baru...Amin!
Saturday, September 08, 2007
When it comes to Saturday,it means HELL @ work...True enough, just now was a non-stop thing for me n my colleague....I got screwed by 3 members...!I blew up of cos....I even suggest to one..If she would like to speak to the manager cos I see of no point me explaining and all....She is one motherfucking bitch!!!Everything we asked she replied with a I DUNNO...Then how the hell we supposed to know...!!! And another,waited for 10mins and she stomped out to the front and screamed super loud @ me...10mins...HELLO!!! Ur not the only appointment we have for the day....!!!So what if ur a member...I dun give a fuck...not a lil...!!!
But lucky enuf,my evening gets better...With my colleagues cracking jokes and all...I'm all smile...What makes my smile even wider is when Hubbie fetched me home and hear lil Ryan's voice over the phone =)...We had dinner and here I am posting an entry...
Tomorrow will be another day full of crap....Wonder how it will be...Lets pray everything will go smoothly...If they think they can't wait for the next available slot...I'm happy to say THANK YOU,GOODBYE!!! *winx*
~simply ME ;
Friday, September 07, 2007
Guess what?Lil Ryan is with me at this very moment.Hubbie's doing the night shift so I thought I shall have Ryan home with me since I'm in the afternoon shift later...Lil Ryan now is soundly asleep in my bed...=)...
Well,had good time spending time with Hubbie on Wed.Went to watch BOURNE ULTIMATUM...fab show...Walk around,shop a lil and head for home...I'm kinda sleepy but tot of just posting an entry...I will tucked in after this...
Working so far is fine but...sometimes ppl just gets on my nerves...A lil renovation is going now...So things wouldnt be that smooth on the weekends..Complains..DEFINATE!
Soon,Lil Ryan be with me and Hubbie everyday...Why?Ah-ah...when time comes,I will break the news...For now me gtg and TIDO!
Loves!
~simply ME ;