Eversince Ryan came into my life,he is the joy to my life.Being a mom at a young age actually makes me more mature and more responsible.Ryan can really cry when he wants to...And people can get real irritate hearing it...But as a mom to him,I try my very best to calm him down and make him stop crying.There was a point of time whereby I totally had it,I told Ryan to keep quiet...And after seeing him slowly dozing off,I really regret what I did cos afterall,he's just a baby...Since then,I told myself to be patient with Ryan and I think I've made it...And that makes me a better mom.Winx.Sometimes,I have to leave him at home while I run some errands...While doing the errands,my heart & mind is with Ryan...And I just can't wait to go home and have him in my arms again...That's how much I love my lil Ryan.SOme may think "Oh my she's too young to be a mom..."...I really don't think so..Age is just a number...And I'm totally grateful that I've Ryan..(thanks to Daddy =p )

Well,although my attention is more to Ryan now...that doesn't mean I've neglected my beloved one & only Hubbie Faz.Without his "help",Ryan wouldn't be here..Like any other father of 1,he too is anxious to go home and see his lil hero. =) He's been a real good daddy and Ryan just love to sleep with him.In short,he handle Ryan better than me..LOL.

Ryan & Fazlie-they bring total joy in my life and without them,life is meaningless...I love you(both) so much!!!