Posting an entry...
Today I end work almost close to 9pm...And 1st day of those "cramps",backache,makes me really tired...I went home straight...Yeah,I didn't go to Mum's to visit lil Ryan...And I MISS HIM SO MUCH!!!I called home to see how he was...I heard him cry and my heart just dropped...My sis said he's cranky cos he wanted to sleep...Now how I wish I was there to soothe him...Went home and look at his pics...Gosh,it brought me to tears right away... ='< ...Sometimes,I do wish that I have not start working.I just wanna take care of him,have him in my arms every secs...That's how much lil Ryan means to me...
As I'm typing these words,my thoughts are with him...Oh gosh,I just really miss my precious one...Yeah,Eunos & Bedok is just a few mins away...Its not like as if I was somewhere far..I wanted so much to see him but due to my tiredness I went home...What a bad mummy I am!!! I will find time tmrw,b4 or after work to be with my son...Haizzz...Even Faz misses him!!!
@ work,ppl were shocked that I am married and a mother of 1...LOL...Nie smua,kena maintain...Tak mcm some gals,so young but yet so old...LOL...I showed them Ryan's pics and they were like,"OMG so cute,so tembam!","He got your eyes"....Thanks all!Nasib mata tak sepet mcm daddy dia....Phew!!!But the perangai is so like his daddy...Hulk Junior...If u want to noe,Faz was given the nickname HULK cos when he throw tantrums,he throw things around...You noe just like HULK...LOL...Now the son follow him...
My sis just text me...She said that Ryan's sob when my sis asked,"Where's Mummy?Where's Daddy?"...Now tears rolled down my cheeks... ='< ....
Ryan,mummy & daddy miss you too...Be good boy ok...Mummy will come tomorrow...
"Mummy,Daddy..Where are u? =("
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